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  PRAISE FOR THE ADVERSARY CYCLE

  “[Not] a horror novel in the usual sense, and variations on this idea have been used before, but rarely with the skill and entertainment value of this fine novel.”

  —San Francisco Chronicle on The Touch

  “This accomplished thriller, the first in a projected trilogy, is a page-turner—fast-paced, violent, provocative.”

  —Publishers Weekly on Reborn

  “Very unsettling…scary…one of Wilson’s best.”

  —San Francisco Chronicle on Reprisal

  “First-class horror novel…Wilson’s most gripping yet, with his strongest characterizations.”

  —Kirkus Reviews on Reprisal

  “[A] strong sequel to Reborn and Reprisal…Wilson has written a terrifying horror that is also a solid old-fashioned morality tale.”

  —Publishers Weekly on Nightworld

  “Part horror, part adventure, Nightworld is a thrilling and worthy successor to Wilson’s earlier works…. Horror and fantasy fans will enjoy this one.”

  —Library Journal on Nightworld

  ALSO BY F. PAUL WILSON

  Repairman Jack Novels

  The Tomb

  Legacies

  Conspiracies

  All the Rage

  Hosts

  The Haunted Air

  Gateways

  Crisscross

  Infernal

  Harbingers

  Bloodline

  By the Sword

  Jack: Secret Histories

  The Adversary Cycle

  The Keep

  The Tomb

  The Touch

  Reborn

  Reprisal

  Nightworld

  Other Novels

  Healer

  Wheels Within Wheels

  An Enemy of the State

  Black Wind

  Dydeetown World

  The Tery

  Sibs

  The Select

  Implant

  Deep as the Marrow

  Mirage (with Matthew J. Costello)

  Nightkill (with Steven Spruill)

  Masque (with Matthew J. Costello)

  The Christmas Thingy

  Sims

  The Fifth Harmonic

  Midnight Mass

  Short Fiction

  Soft & Others

  The Barrens & Others

  Aftershock & Others

  Editor

  Freak Show

  Diagnosis: Terminal

  THE TOUCH

  F. Paul Wilson

  A TOM DOHERTY ASSOCIATES BOOK

  New York

  For Peter and Lu

  Acknowledgments

  The following individuals, all with doctorates in various fields, helped with the writing of this book in ways great and small in matters related and unrelated to their fields of expertise.

  John DePalma, D.O.

  Anthony Lombardino, M.D.

  Martin Seidenstein, M.D.

  Nancy Spruill, Ph.D.

  Steven Spruill, Ph.D.

  Albert Zuckerman, D.F.A.

  Contents

  APRIL

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  MAY

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  JUNE

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  JULY

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  Chapter 50

  Chapter 51

  AUGUST

  Chapter 52

  Afterword

  Foreword

  DAT-TAY-VAO

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  APRIL

  1

  Dr. Alan Bulmer

  “Can you feel this?”

  Alan gently pricked the skin of her right leg with a needle. Fear glittered in the woman’s moist eyes as she shook her head.

  “Ohmygod, she can’t feel it!”

  Alan turned to the daughter. Her face was the same shade of off-white as the curtains surrounding and isolating them from the rest of the emergency room.

  “Would you wait outside for just a minute, please.” He made sure his tone would indicate that he was not making a request.

  The daughter found the slit in the curtains and disappeared.

  Alan turned back to the mother and studied her as she lay on the gurney in the fluorescent-lit limbo, letting his mind page through what he remembered of Helen Jonas. Not much. Borderline diabetes and mild essential hypertension. She hadn’t been to the office for two years, and on that occasion had been dragged in by her daughter. Then, half an hour ago, Alan had been sitting at home reading a journal when a call came from the emergency room that one of his patients had arrived, unable to walk or talk.

  He’d made his diagnosis within minutes of seeing her, but followed through with the rest of the examination. He moved the needle to the back of Helen’s right hand.

  “How about this?”

  Again she shook her head.

  He leaned over and touched the point to her left hand and she jerked it away. He then ran his thumbnail up from her bare right heel along the sole of her foot. The toes flared upward. He raised her right hand and told her to squeeze. The fingers didn’t move. He let go and the arm dropped back to the mattress like dead meat.

  “Smile,” he said, showing her a toothy grin.

  The lady tried to imitate him, but only the left half of her face responded. Her right cheek and the right side of her mouth remained immobile.

  “How about the eyebrows?” He oscillated his own, Groucho Marx style.

  Both of the woman’s eyebrows moved accordingly.

  He listened to her heart and to her carotid arteries—normal rhythm, no murmur, no bruits.

  Alan straightened up.

  “It’s a stroke, Helen. An artery—”

  He heard the daughter say, “Oh, no!” behind the curtain, but he continued speaking. He would deal with her later. The main thing now was to reassure Helen.

  “An artery on the left side of your brain has blocked off and you’ve lost the power on the right side of your body.”

  The voice came through the curtain again: “Ohmygod, I knew it! She’s paralyzed!”

  Why didn’t she shut up? He knew the daughter was frightened, and he could appreciate that, but the daughter was not his primary concern at the moment, and she was only making a bad situation worse for her mother.

  “How long it will last, Helen, I don’t know. You’ll probably get some streng
th back; maybe all of it, and maybe none. Exactly how much and exactly how soon are impossible to say right now.”

  He put her good hand in his. She squeezed. “We’re going to get you upstairs right now and start running some tests in the morning. We’ll start some physical therapy, too. We’ll take good care of you and check out the rest of you while you’re here. The stroke is over and done with. So don’t waste time worrying about it. It’s history. From now on you work on getting back use of that arm and leg.”

  She smiled lopsidedly and nodded. Finally he pulled his hand away and said, “Excuse me.”

  He turned and stepped through the curtains to where the daughter was talking to the air.

  “Whatamygonnadoo? I gotta call Charlie! I gotta call Rae! Whatamygonnadoo?”

  Alan put his hand on her shoulder and gave her trapezius a gentle squeeze. She flinched and stopped her yammering.

  “You’re gonna clam up, okay?” he said in a low voice. “All you’re doing is upsetting her.”

  “But whatamygonnadoo? I’ve got so much to do! I gotta—”

  He squeezed again, a little harder. “The most important thing for you to do right now is go stand by her and tell her how she’s going to come stay with you for a while after she gets out of the hospital and how you’re going to have everybody over for Easter.”

  She stared at him. “But I’m not…”

  “Sure you are.”

  “You mean she’s going to be coming home?”

  Alan smiled and nodded. “Yeah. After a little stay in rehab. She thinks she’s going to die here. She’s not. But she needs someone holding her hand now and talking about the near future, how life’s going to go on and how she’s going to be part of it.” He steered her toward the curtains. “Get in there.”

  McClain, head nurse for the ER, pushing sixty and built like the Berlin Wall, saw him from the desk and held a tPA package with a questioning look. The CT scan had shown no bleed, but from what he’d gathered from the daughter, the stroke had occurred more than three hours ago. That eliminated tPA as an option.

  Alan signed the orders, wrote the admitting note, then dictated the history and physical.

  After giving final reassurances and saying good night to Helen Jonas and her daughter, Alan finally got out of the hospital, into his Subaru Outback, and on his way back home. He drove slowly, taking the short route through downtown Monroe where all the buildings clustered around the tiny harbor like anxious bathers waiting for a signal from the lifeguard. He liked the solitude of a late night drive through the shopping district. During the day the streets would be stop and go all the way. But at this hour, especially now that all the construction was done and he didn’t have to dodge excavations or follow detour signs, he could cruise, adjusting his speed so he could hit the lights just right. A smooth ride, now that the trolley tracks had been covered with asphalt. He pushed a CD into the player and The Crows came on, singing “Oh, Gee.”

  He watched the clapboarded shop fronts slip by. He hadn’t been in favor of the downtown restoration at first when the Village Council—why did Long Island towns insist on calling themselves villages?—decided to redo the harbor front in a nineteenth-century whaling motif. Never mind that any whaling in this vicinity of the North Shore had been centered to the east in places like Oyster Bay and Cold Spring Harbor, the village wanted a make over. Passing the newly faced seafood restaurants, clothing stores, and antique shops, Alan had to admit they looked good. The former lackluster hodgepodge of storefronts had taken on a new, invigorated personality, fitting perfectly with the white-steepled First Presbyterian Church and the brick-fronted town hall. Monroe was now something more than just another of the larger towns along Long Island’s “Preferred North Shore.”

  The illusion almost worked. He tried to picture Ishmael, harpoon on shoulder, walking down to the harbor toward the Pequod…passing the new Blockbuster.

  Well, nothing was perfect.

  A red light finally caught him and he pulled to a stop. As he waited he watched Clubfoot Annie—the closest thing Monroe had to a shopping bag lady—hobble across the street in front of him. Alan had no idea of her real name and, so far as he knew, neither did anybody else. She was known to everyone simply as Clubfoot Annie.

  He was struck now, as he was whenever he saw her, by how a misshapen foot that no one had bothered to correct on a child could shape the life of the adult. People like Annie always managed to get to Alan, making him want to go back in time and see to it that someone did the right thing. So simple…some serial casting on her infant equinovarus deformity would have straightened it out to normal. Who would Annie be today if she’d grown up with a normal foot? Maybe she—

  Something slammed against the right front door, jolting Alan, making him jump in his seat. A ravaged caricature of a human face pressed against the passenger door window.

  “You!” the face said as it rolled back and forth against the glass. “You’re the one! Lemme in! Gotta talk t’ya!”

  His hair and beard were long and knotted and as filthy as his clothes. The eyes shone but gave no evidence of intelligence. What ever mind he had must have been pickled a long time ago. The man straightened up and pulled on the door handle, but it was locked. He moved along the side of the car toward the hood. He looked like a Bowery derelict. Alan could not remember ever seeing the likes of him in Monroe.

  He crossed in front of the car, pointing at Alan over the hood, all the while babbling unintelligibly. Tense but secure, Alan waited until the man was clear of the front of the car, then he gently accelerated. The man pounded his fist once on the trunk as the car left him behind.

  In the rearview mirror, Alan saw him start running behind the car, then stop and stand in the middle of the street, staring after him, a picture of dejection and frustration as he waved his arms in the air and then let them flop down to his sides.

  The episode left Alan shaken. He glanced at the passenger window and was startled to see a large oily smudge in the shape of the derelict’s face. As it picked up the light of a passing street lamp, it seemed to look at him, reminding him uncomfortably of the face from the Shroud of Turin.

  He was pulling up to another red light when his beeper chittered, startling him into jamming on his brakes. He checked the illuminated readout:

  Call Mrs. Nash re: son. Abd pain and vomiting. The phone number followed.

  Alan straightened in his seat. Sylvia Nash—he knew her well; a concerned parent but not an alarmist. If she was calling, it meant something was definitely wrong with Jeffy. That concerned him. Jeffy Nash had come to occupy a special place in his heart and his practice.

  He drummed his fingers on the steering wheel. What to do? His usual procedure in a case like this was to meet the patient at either his office or the emergency room. His office was on the far side of town, and he didn’t want to go back to the emergency room tonight unless absolutely necessary. Then it struck him: The Nash house was a short way off the road between the hospital and his own place. He could stop in on the way home.

  He smiled as he accelerated through the green light. He found the thought of seeing Sylvia invigorating. And a house call—that ought to flap the unflappable Widow Nash.

  He followed Main Street around to where it passed the entrance to the Monroe Yacht and Racquet Club on the west side of the harbor, then turned inland and passed through the various economic strata that made up “The Incorporated Village of Monroe.” The low-rent district with its garden apartments and rooming houses clung to the downtown area, eventually giving way to the postwar tract homes surrounding the high school. From there it was up into the wooded hills where the newer custom-built homes of the better off had sprung up in the past decade. Alan lived there, and would have continued on Hill Drive if he’d been going home. But he bore right at the fork and followed Shore Drive down to Monroe’s most exclusive section.

  Alan shook his head at the memory of his first day in town, when he’d promised Ginny that someday they would
own one of the homes along the Monroe waterfront. How naive he’d been then. These weren’t homes—these were estates, rivaling the finest mansions in Glen Cove and Lattingtown. He couldn’t afford the utilities, taxes, and upkeep on one of these old monstrosities, let alone the mortgage payments.